i think its impossible
there is no way brother,you need to start again
gmail is not something for which you need to go to class,so just keep using gmail,you will learn everything by just practice.
its a very serious problem,alwayts prefer password recovery software for recoving your password
just go to gmail.com,follow the intructions for chnaging your password ,you will be succeed by this process.
YOU CAN SEARCH your question,i am sure on google you will get so many answer,there are post on ccm also,you will get it solve.
plz suggest me any good outlook password recovery tool