Gmail disabled

Hello,
I just had my account disabled and I have no idea what to do and I don't feel like I violated the terms of service. I have only been using my email, for youtube and email lately. I've applied for a lot of jobs and I need my email address for those employeers that wish to contact me through email which is how some already have. I've already tried all the ways stated on this forum already. None of them work. I can't use the forum because u need to log in to ask anything. My account is ***@***, So I also need this email for my education.