I forget my password and altirnative e-mail

Hello,
I forget my password and altirnative e-mail for my acount aya_otm@hotmail.com. I tried many times but....the problem is i still remember the password(AkramAyahbabi???) but i don't know if i have a mistake or some one stole it from me especially i recieved a message before the last time i used it this message was about how to know that some one has block you I used that by making my password and my acount after that i lost it.
thank you.